Alexander Supertramp
Well-known member
Never heard it called woodturning before
I honestly think he was suggesting that first world problems get to all of us from time to time, Iām sure he appreciates that they affect you more due to your current state of mindā¦Iām sorry people think my problems are first world problems.
Iām sorry Iām troubled and I canāt deal with stupid things going wrong or when I need help to work things out. That I have no one to share my life with or support network.
Iām sorry I go to bed every night not wanting to wake up in the morning. Iām sorry I think about suicide several times a day.
I donāt honestly care if you laugh at me. Iāve never had any self esteem, Iāve been picked on and bullied for being gay since I was at school and I was even beaten up on linthorpe road twenty years ago.
I have family. They all go back work on Boxing Day I donāt, I get 10 days off. Iāve never been able to enjoy Christmas because of the crushing loneliness. People I work with think Iām a freak for not wanting the time off.
Iām outta here.
You do know if you call the Samaritans now instead of someone answering straight away you now join a call centre queue and get a recorded āyour call is important to usā¦.ā messageDonāt switch your phone AET, I donāt think itās going to help you to be out of contact,
If you have no-one else you can call then call 116 123, Christmas is a difficult time of year for a lot of people, or you can post on here, message me and the many on here who are more than willing to be ears, if nothing else.
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aet,, Believe me it does get better,, one day and i hope your day is soon,,
you will wake up and think "What the ****" i,m getting over this today,,
Please believe me it happens as simple has that,,
Still here sadgit glad things are looking up for you. Itās a long old journey.how are you doing aet? I got through Christmas and now looking to find a new home. I was in the crisis teams care a year and a bit ago and I no longer have those dark thoughts but still it is a bloody hard path to be on...
Indeed there are and understandably so.Seem a lot of angry folk about at the moment
Glad to see you posting aet. Just getting your health issues sorted would be a great start. Hopefully come spring you will get to see a GP and get your physical well being sorted.Still here sadgit glad things are looking up for you. Itās a long old journey.
Not posted anything for a a few days but still been reading. Seem a lot of angry folk about at the moment and a lot of the posts on here are unnecessarily tetchy. Usual nonsense about covid and slagging the Gov off. Glad Iāve blocked a lot of them so I donāt necessarily have to read it.
I always struggle badly between Xmas and new year as circumstances dictate Iām off work and alone alot of the time. Iām back at work now albeit part time because of my illness - aim to be back full time by the end of the month.
Good to hear from you aet and happy to read you are ignoring the mardy bums on here.Still here sadgit glad things are looking up for you. Itās a long old journey.
Not posted anything for a a few days but still been reading. Seem a lot of angry folk about at the moment and a lot of the posts on here are unnecessarily tetchy. Usual nonsense about covid and slagging the Gov off. Glad Iāve blocked a lot of them so I donāt necessarily have to read it.
I always struggle badly between Xmas and new year as circumstances dictate Iām off work and alone alot of the time. Iām back at work now albeit part time because of my illness - aim to be back full time by the end of the month.
Iām ok mate.Indeed there are and understandably so.
I'm pleased to read that you seem to be finding your path out of your situation. If I could venture one small observation it would be don't set yourself up to fail. Your wish to be back full time by the end of the month is commendable but beware of beating yourself up to achieve it. You'll get there.
Sorry i was narky on the other thread. Some right homophobic nonsense being posted in the name of religion.Glad to see you posting aet. Just getting your health issues sorted would be a great start. Hopefully come spring you will get to see a GP and get your physical well being sorted.
I really do believe that we are at the beginning of the end with covid.
All the best for 2022.
Itās a struggle to avoid the mardy bums isnāt itGood to hear from you aet and happy to read you are ignoring the mardy bums on here.
I don't mind narky aet. Take care.Iām ok mate.
Or at least I was until I read some of the low level homophobia being posted on here tonight on the thread about the cake.
Iāve been back part time since November and am doing ok. Iāve stayed on for longer hours on a few occasions. All depends on how much work I have to do. Iāll be ok. Thanks for replying.
Sorry i was narky on the other thread. Some right homophobic nonsense being posted in the name of religion.
Itās a struggle to avoid the mardy bums isnāt it