Good night

[BoroBukowski]

Yes I do need a supportive group of people.
I’m not sure this is the place for this.
I’ve tried to engage. I’ve failed.
Some nice people on here but out-numbered by some right bloody horrible people on here.

Yeah, but that's just like, your opinion man... (Big Bukowski reference )

This board doesn't exist to suit your purposes. If you or I think the balance is getting worse that is just our subjective opinion. A facet of depression is a self-protective desire to not encounter anything we deem negative or distressing

It is what it is, occasionally good with a full range of diverse human beings with different viewpoints

 

[Aet290204]

Yeah, but that's just like, your opinion man... (Big Bukowski reference )

This board doesn't exist to suit your purposes. If you or I think the balance is getting worse that is just our subjective opinion. A facet of depression is a self-protective desire to not encounter anything we deem negative or distressing

It is what it is, occasionally good with a full range of diverse human beings with different viewpoints

Quite.

 

[Alzi]

Yeah, but that's just like, your opinion man... (Big Bukowski reference )

This board doesn't exist to suit your purposes. If you or I think the balance is getting worse that is just our subjective opinion. A facet of depression is a self-protective desire to not encounter anything we deem negative or distressing

It is what it is, occasionally good with a full range of diverse human beings with different viewpoints

I would agree with this and from my viewpoint a lot of people have reached out and showed empathy for what you’re going through.

Everywhere in life has people you don’t get in with and might have different interests and values than you, the good thing about here is you can literally ignore them and not think about them again!

 

[Aet290204]

Ok

I’m away out of here.

I’ve had enough.

I’ve tried.

bye

 

[Pak_Doo_Ik]

Ow fella, hang on in there. I'm in Peterborough Wednesday and Thursday so if you fancy a catch up give me a shout.

Also it's just over a month till we play posh you need to be around for that

 

[stjohn]

Aet, PLEASE put a message up to let us all know that you are OK. You are a much valued person and member of this board. Stay positive mate.

 

[Erimus74]

Yes I do need a supportive group of people.
I’m not sure this is the place for this.
I’ve tried to engage. I’ve failed.
Some nice people on here but out-numbered by some right bloody horrible people on here.

Morning Aet, I worry, I get stressed, feel low & I get anxious too, to much TBH, not as much as you're suffering, but I do, I try to read a book, go for a walk, do my garden, go out on my bike, all these do help me to a degree, but I still can't shift whats going through my head when I think to much, they take over, so to not burden anyone close to me, my loved ones, I post on here & post again & again, it really helps me, it gives me alift, remembering times gone by, times when I was young, the music, football & I just post.
The stress & anxious feelings leave me for a while, as there are at present, but then it comes back & I repeat
1st time I've admitted that out loud

If you felt the need to talk to a stranger, via zoo, if I could get round to using it properly, texted, phone chat, anything you wanted to do just PM me, I would happily listen to you
Stay on the forum Aet & Scubs & anyone who feels a bit down, someone is out there listening to you, keep posting, the great thing about this forum & I would say other Boro related forums, is there is always someone who will come back at you

Aet, I can agree with you, there are some nasty people on here, people who would rather say something nasty, than nice, a throw away comment than a bit of praise, cause an argument, but there are a lot, lot more good people on here, people who I have met through this forum

 

[HarryVegas]

Thanks for sharing Erimus.

Give us all a shout aet, hope you're feeling better this morning.

 

[stjohn]

Morning Aet, I worry, I get stressed, feel low & I get anxious too, to much TBH, not as much as you're suffering, but I do, I try to read a book, go for a walk, do my garden, go out on my bike, all these do help me to a degree, but I still can't shift whats going through my head when I think to much, they take over, so to not burden anyone close to me, my loved ones, I post on here & post again & again, it really helps me, it gives me alift, remembering times gone by, times when I was young, the music, football & I just post.
The stress & anxious feelings leave me for a while, as there are at present, but then it comes back & I repeat
1st time I've admitted that out loud

If you felt the need to talk to a stranger, via zoo, if I could get round to using it properly, texted, phone chat, anything you wanted to do just PM me, I would happily listen to you
Stay on the forum Aet & Scubs & anyone who feels a bit down, someone is out there listening to you, keep posting, the great thing about this forum & I would say other Boro related forums, is there is always someone who will come back at you

Aet, I can agree with you, there are some nasty people on here, people who would rather say something nasty, than nice, a throw away comment than a bit of praise, cause an argument, but there are a lot, lot more good people on here, people who I have met through this forum

Good post Erimus, you will hopefully have taken a bit of weight off your shoulders by opening up there. Well done mate UTB.

 

[Erimus74]

Good post Erimus, you will hopefully have taken a bit of weight off your shoulders by opening up there. Well done mate UTB.

Cheers stjohn, hopefully Aet stays on here, there are some caring posters who are looking out for his well being

 

[Aet290204]

Aet, PLEASE put a message up to let us all know that you are OK. You are a much valued person and member of this board. Stay positive mate.

 

[Borobuddah]

Stay on here aet, good to see you posting on other threads, it gives you a place to talk

 

[stjohn]

Nice one aet.

 

[Nosmo-King]

Aet I know it is hard but spare a thought for those who love you. Suicide is hard to take, believe me. The great friend who was best man at my wedding took his own life. It left everyone who cared about him asking one question- WHY? He had plenty to live for. Successful in his career, beautiful caring wife, nice house yet he still chose to end it all.

I appreciate you get real depths of depression- I guess we all do but not to the levels you find yourself in.

Ask yourself this. What would you achieve?

 

[Emmersons_BrazillianDong]

@Cosmonaut Sorry to hear about your struggles mate and sending you all the very best

 

[Mr.DerbyCountyFC]

AET please keep posting and I’m more than happy to listen to you at anytime no problem. PM is open for you to talk.

By the way Erimus good post there. Also yes I agree that there is some nasty idiots on here BUT there is some genuine decent people too. Stay strong fella and take care of yourself.

 

[Zanzibobs]

Thanks for letting everyone know you’re ok Aet. I had a bit of a wobble last night. Hate almost everything about my life at the moment and I thought my marriage was finished last night. Hopefully things get better for you mate! Stay strong, the whole of this board, the Boro and even Derby fans are behind you!

 

[Aet290204]

I’ll keep this brief. I’m permanently anxious, still struggling physically and mentally. Signed off work so bored and isolated. Terrified the Physio I’m having isn’t working. Not going to say any more or go into detail. Thanks all and sorry about last night.

 

[Aet290204]

Morning Aet, I worry, I get stressed, feel low & I get anxious too, to much TBH, not as much as you're suffering, but I do, I try to read a book, go for a walk, do my garden, go out on my bike, all these do help me to a degree, but I still can't shift whats going through my head when I think to much, they take over, so to not burden anyone close to me, my loved ones, I post on here & post again & again, it really helps me, it gives me alift, remembering times gone by, times when I was young, the music, football & I just post.
The stress & anxious feelings leave me for a while, as there are at present, but then it comes back & I repeat
1st time I've admitted that out loud

If you felt the need to talk to a stranger, via zoo, if I could get round to using it properly, texted, phone chat, anything you wanted to do just PM me, I would happily listen to you
Stay on the forum Aet & Scubs & anyone who feels a bit down, someone is out there listening to you, keep posting, the great thing about this forum & I would say other Boro related forums, is there is always someone who will come back at you

Aet, I can agree with you, there are some nasty people on here, people who would rather say something nasty, than nice, a throw away comment than a bit of praise, cause an argument, but there are a lot, lot more good people on here, people who I have met through this forum

 

[stjohn]

I’ll keep this brief. I’m permanently anxious, still struggling physically and mentally. Signed off work so bored and isolated. Terrified the Physio I’m having isn’t working. Not going to say any more or go into detail. Thanks all and sorry about last night.

Nothing at all to be sorry about Aet, we are all just relieved that you are ok. Take some comfort from all the responses you have had on this thread which shows how much we all care about you ( and any others who are struggling at the moment) . Keep posting so we know you are ok. Take care mate.