Depression

I've had a few/couple of good days now. Cooking again, eating again, getting fresh air, reading. No shakes, no being sick. Life is still sh1t3 but I at least feel better. Jungle Curry 2 nights ago and left overs tonight. My appetite is unreal. I cannot stop eating right now. I guess after almost a week of next to nothing the body craves energy/sustenance. 1 day at a time. I plan to cycle 6 miles tomorrow to get my bike from my house to the place I am staying. Should be nice and warm for an unfit person :D
 
sadgit said:
I've had a few/couple of good days now. Cooking again, eating again, getting fresh air, reading. No shakes, no being sick. Life is still sh1t3 but I at least feel better. Jungle Curry 2 nights ago and left overs tonight. My appetite is unreal. I cannot stop eating right now. I guess after almost a week of next to nothing the body craves energy/sustenance. 1 day at a time. I plan to cycle 6 miles tomorrow to get my bike from my house to the place I am staying. Should be nice and warm for an unfit person :D
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VERY glad to hear it
 
sadgit said:
I've had a few/couple of good days now. Cooking again, eating again, getting fresh air, reading. No shakes, no being sick. Life is still sh1t3 but I at least feel better. Jungle Curry 2 nights ago and left overs tonight. My appetite is unreal. I cannot stop eating right now. I guess after almost a week of next to nothing the body craves energy/sustenance. 1 day at a time. I plan to cycle 6 miles tomorrow to get my bike from my house to the place I am staying. Should be nice and warm for an unfit person :D
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Sounds like you are on the mend mate, good times are round the corner UTB.
 
sadgit said:
this time around. day by day, minute by minute etc but thank you
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Most impressed you will be cycling 6 miles tomorrow.

Thankfully as I live nowhere near Teesside I won’t be stuck in a car behind you trying to overtake. Trust me, in my current state of mind, that would be painful.😉
 
Aet290204 said:
Most impressed you will be cycling 6 miles tomorrow.

Thankfully as I live nowhere near Teesside I won’t be stuck in a car behind you trying to overtake. Trust me, in my current state of mind, that would be painful.😉
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Hopefully 50% not on the roads!!
 
Well that was a white knuckle ride. Rush hour traffic 90% on a single lane main roads. After 10 days I have had, I feel proud to have ridden 6 miles. Not much but a lot to me. Jesus some drivers don't give much room when over taking. That was scary at times.
 
sadgit said:
Well that was a white knuckle ride. Rush hour traffic 90% on a single lane main roads. After 10 days I have had, I feel proud to have ridden 6 miles. Not much but a lot to me. Jesus some drivers don't give much room when over taking. That was scary at times.
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You are utterly mad for doing that.

Nothing those of us who follow you on here didn’t already know though.
 
Well that is a strange phone call. My GP wants to see me face to face (not even spoken to me) as they are concerned about me. Funny will be the 1st time since I broken down over 4 years ago, even though they have signed me off sick for the last 2 years. I've seen the mental health nurse but never a GP (for what it is worth)
 
I have never felt as lonely as I do right now. This isn't a oh poor me post. I just have zero other outlets. I've spent all day sat outside watching the cricket, which was fine, as I am okay to be on my own. Just tonight fking hell, lovely evening. I should be BBQ/cooking outside with my wife. So I go for a walk, big mistake, I just smell BBQs and see parents with their kids playing (I never had that), I continue to make comments with dog walkers, to just open my mouth and talk...Tomorrow is a new day but tonight, really hard. I even talk to the blackbirds and wood pigeons ffs
 
sadgit said:
I have never felt as lonely as I do right now. This isn't a oh poor me post. I just have zero other outlets. I've spent all day sat outside watching the cricket, which was fine, as I am okay to be on my own. Just tonight fking hell, lovely evening. I should be BBQ/cooking outside with my wife. So I go for a walk, big mistake, I just smell BBQs and see parents with their kids playing (I never had that), I continue to make comments with dog walkers, to just open my mouth and talk...Tomorrow is a new day but tonight, really hard. I even talk to the blackbirds and wood pigeons ffs
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Tomorrow is a new day. There’s lots of good things out there too. Just take your time.
 
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