It actually makes me quite sad, I would love to get back to signing that quality of player again. Sooner we get back to the prem the better. I know people say they like the championship and I do too, but there is nothing better than being in the premier league and making a signing what makes you think wow! Then getting to watch them play for the boro. That’s what it’s all about for me
I think being back in the PL is one thing, but even once there, we wouldn't be a competitive force like we were then, the funds just aren't there. Wolves are carrying that baton now. That's why I don't pine for the PL now, though I did when we first came down. I just don't think those days are around the corner again, and our last PL season only enhanced that feeling.
I remember in about 2011, when it was clear our salad days were deserting us for good, I had a dream that me and thousands of Boro fans were drinking champagne directly from some fountains in Eindhoven. But whilst I watched, the melancholic track 'God' (by John Lennon) was playing. The lyrics:
"The dream is over
What can I say?
The dream is over
Yesterday"
were very prominent despite the celebration. The era 1994-2006 was very bittersweet, it felt like anything could happen, and some of it did, but there was heartbreak along the way, and some might say we didn't quite achieve as much as we thought we might when it all started. But I will always be grateful for the cup win and the UEFA runs.
Clearly, the dream was my subconscious coming to terms with the idea that we'd probably never see those sort of times again.
Since then, I've fully accepted that I'm a passionate supporter of a second tier club, and I've been comfortable with that for a long time now.