NZBoro1
Well-known member
AET you are not a failure, sometimes you need to take a step back to go forward.So basically soon after I posted this I broke down completely yesterday.
because I can’t look after myself any more and because my family don’t want me to be alone in the house 24-7 with nothing to do (have had to go off work sick) I’ve gone back to stay at my mothers house.
what an utter failure I am.
And I just slept for 12hrs and I’m still shattered.
Recognizing what you needed to do, and doing it, took a massive amount of inner strength, you are stronger than you think.
Now it isconwards and upwards, a chance to take stock of your life maybe, make some life changes for the better, may be do something that will allow you to feel self worth and give you some fulfilment in life? Maybe volunteering, food bank work?
Kia kaha AET.