Good night

Laughing said:
Get yourself for a little walk maybe or call one of your family.

Do you like reading? I love losing myself in a good book.
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Yes I will probably go for a walk. I do like reading but can’t concentrate on a book at the moment what with all the noises in my head.
 
Aet290204 said:
Yes I will probably go for a walk. I do like reading but can’t concentrate on a book at the moment what with all the noises in my head.
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Well get through today and see what tomorrow brings. Suns just starting to peak through the clouds here and I am not that far from you, beds. So you should probably be seeing a bit of sunshine too.
 
Laughing said:
Well get through today and see what tomorrow brings. Suns just starting to peak through the clouds here and I am not that far from you, beds. So you should probably be seeing a bit of sunshine too.
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I’ve just found out that an old friend of mine died back in April. Hadn’t seen them for about 10 years. So I’m now feeling very sad. You just assume people will go on don’t you. Life eh
 
Aet290204 said:
I’ve just found out that an old friend of mine died back in April. Hadn’t seen them for about 10 years. So I’m now feeling very sad. You just assume people will go on don’t you. Life eh
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That is unfortunately, as you say, life. When your young you celebrate birthdays, weddings and christenings. When you're old you end up celebrating the lives of friends and family.

Stay strong aet.
 
Laughing said:
That is unfortunately, as you say, life. When your young you celebrate birthdays, weddings and christenings. When you're old you end up celebrating the lives of friends and family.

Stay strong aet.
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I’m alright please don’t anyone worry I’m just very low in mood and reading about my old friend didn’t help, we’d lost touch anyway and hadn’t spoke for years but still feel sad.

Despite it being quite humid I’ve gone for a walk across the countryside.
 
Not today.

I’ve had to go off work because I can’t concentrate. I’ve no support from anyone and have exhausted every possible angle. I have no reason to get out of bed. I can’t live a normal life

I know I would be better off dead.
 
So basically soon after I posted this I broke down completely yesterday.

because I can’t look after myself any more and because my family don’t want me to be alone in the house 24-7 with nothing to do (have had to go off work sick) I’ve gone back to stay at my mothers house.

what an utter failure I am.

And I just slept for 12hrs and I’m still shattered.
 
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