Aet290204
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I took a day off work today and I used it to go round the dealerships to buy a new car (well not brand new, a used new car). My current car is knackered and will cost a fortune to get through it’s MOT due at the end of the month.
I feel I should be happy but I’m not. I’m deflated, I’m massively depressed at the financial outlay, stressed out by an afternoon wandering round car showrooms and car supermarkets looking for something I could barely afford, and all the time on my own in the pouring rain with no one to bounce ideas off. And of course having to deal with salesmen which I’m hopeless at. And I’m already fed up answering texts from family / friends as to how I got on.
the only thing I would say is that I was happy for the fifteen minutes I took the car for a test drive. Which was the only Test drive I’ll ever do on my own (thanks to covid) probably.
Depression such an evil thing. I honestly doubt i will ever be right in the head again.
I feel I should be happy but I’m not. I’m deflated, I’m massively depressed at the financial outlay, stressed out by an afternoon wandering round car showrooms and car supermarkets looking for something I could barely afford, and all the time on my own in the pouring rain with no one to bounce ideas off. And of course having to deal with salesmen which I’m hopeless at. And I’m already fed up answering texts from family / friends as to how I got on.
the only thing I would say is that I was happy for the fifteen minutes I took the car for a test drive. Which was the only Test drive I’ll ever do on my own (thanks to covid) probably.
Depression such an evil thing. I honestly doubt i will ever be right in the head again.